Monday, May 26, 2014

Going Solo: Kerri 2.16



Puppy ownership did have it's down. Rascal had a few incidents in the house. Sha was good about correcting his behavior and cleaning up after him. Making the adjustment from having a toddler to have a kid was still a work in progress for me. I wanted to do more things for Davis, but he wanted to be a big boy and do it himself.



Although he still enjoyed his bedtime stories. Boyd and I were finding a balance with the parenting thing much to his wife's dismay. She, like his mother, had hoped his need to be in Davis' life was a phase he'd get bored with. However, even though he didn't see him in person often, Boyd was an active part of Davis' life. They talked on the phone almost daily and over the long holiday break we flew to Bridgeport. He spent the week with Boyd and I stayed with Mom. Sha and I were actively planning our wedding. I didn't need a big ceremony, but the place Sha wanted to get married at was often booked, so although she wanted a spring wedding, we had to wait until summer.



Davis was doing well in school, but Sha and I both helped him with his homework when needed. We also would both attend parent night functions since he was just as much her son as he was mine. We were taken by surprise when he asked her not to come to the scout night. She was confused, but respected his wishes. The next day she convinced me to take a break from painting and we lost track of time.


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Sunday, May 25, 2014

Going Solo: Kerri 2.15


Our house grew by one. Sha loved animals and thought that Davis needed a puppy to grow up with. (currently forgot what I named him) Davis loved the little puppy and who was I to say no to a face like that?


Boyd came to his senses and dropped the custody suit. He did request to still be allowed to visit with Davis. After much discussion with Sha, we decided that Davis should have the right to get to know his father. Before I knew it, my baby was growing up. Sha and I threw him a big birthday bash.


Mom, and the family all flew in for the big day. We even invited Boyd.


It seemed like just yesterday we were bringing Davis home from the hospital, and now he was a little kid. Who looked even more like his father. The party went well.



Davis got to spend time with his great-grandmother. Graham entertained us with music and I learned that he and Ichelle were expecting another baby.


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Thursday, May 8, 2014

Going Solo: Kerri 2.14


"When were you planning on telling me I had a son?"

"I...I wasn't."

"You need to put her son down, and leave now." Sha said, but Boyd ignored her.

His eyes were focused on me, and me alone.

"You weren't going to tell me?" he yelled.


"No!" I screamed back. "You had no interest in me. Your mother didn't approve and she wouldn't even claim Davis if she knew about him. He's not 'pure' remember."

"He's mine."

"No, he's mine!"

We were in a stand off, and Davis started crying. The yelling had scared him. Boyd took another look at him before giving Davis to me. I held him close, snuggling him, trying to calm him.

"You need to go." Sha stated again, stepping around to stand beside me.


"I'll go for now, but I'll be back. You can't keep my son from me."

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Sunday, May 4, 2014

Going Solo: Kerri 2.13


"Boyd...what...what are you doing here?"

"Looking for you. You are a hard woman to find. Took the PI I hired weeks to locate you."

I thought back and remembered the guy that was taking pictures. He was a PI? Hired by Boyd? Suddenly I was very nervous. How long had that guy been following me? Did he know where Sha and I lived? Had he seen Davis? That last question was the most worrisome.

"Why were you looking for me?"

He gave me a smile, the one that used to make my heart beat a little faster and he took a step closer.


"I've missed you Kerri."

"You didn't seem to be missing me when you were sucking face with that vampire tramp!"

I turned to leave, my heart was pounding. I didn't want him here, and I didn't want him to find out about my son. Boyd stepped in front of me stopping my progress.

"I was wrong for that, Kerri. I'm sorry. It...it was my mother. She wanted me to live a certain life, but I don't want her. I want you."

I tried to side step him. I didn't want to have this conversation. I had Sha, I was happy. He had no right to come here and mess things up. No right at all.

"Come on, Kerri. I know you can forgive me. I forgave you."

"What?" I asked shocked. "Forgave me? For what?"


"For cheating on me of course. I fed from you, I got flashes of you with that witch your with now. So we can let bygones be bygones and get us back."

I was waiting for the punchline that never came. He really thought I would take him back. Sure I'd technically cheated on him with Sha, but what he did was different. He was engaged to be married and never told me. I could have ended up the other woman. Just then a memory hit me, when I went back for Dad's funeral I remembered seeing the wedding announcement in the paper.


"There's no us Boyd, not any more. You need to leave me alone and go back to your wife."

I stressed the last word with a much venom as I could muster. How dare he come here and make these false claims when he was married to that woman. Boyd looked surprised that I knew, but said nothing. I stormed past him and raced home.


Soon as I got there I told Sha what happened. My anger gave way to fear since I worried he'd find Davis. She tried to assure me everything would be fine and if he tried anything, she'd turn him into a toad. That night I had a hard time sleeping. I kept fearing I'd wake up to find Davis gone. A few days went by and there was no contact from Boyd. I was hopeful he'd gone back to Bridgeport.

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Saturday, May 3, 2014

Going Solo: Kerri 2.12



Davis was the apple of my eye, and Sha's as well. He was a sweet little boy and we really got into a routine with the parenting. Life was good, he was smart and picked up walking and talking rather quickly.



But he was also very stubborn and potty time was a bit more complicated. Both Sha and I doted on him often. Mom called to check on him. She talked about retiring, but surprisingly her career was picking up and the call of fame was too much to ignore.

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